The day after the end of the play.

I can’t belive my father did that. I can’t belive that my dad committed suicide because of Larry’s letter.

I know he is guilty of everyting and if he did not send the damaged cylinders all this would not have happened in the first place, but I can’t belive that after everything he went through in his life, after all the difficulties- he did this stupid decision, one dicision that changed everything in my life.

I wish I were next to him at that moment to stop him.

In addition, I don’t know what to do with the relocation I planned. I still don’t want to take Ann with me because it’s so hard for me with the current reality and I don’t need her to preach to me that justice is not done and that her father is still in prison when my dad just decided to escape responsibility.

I don’t know if mom will be able to stay alone, dad was the mainstay in the family, dad was the whole world for mom. I’m afraid to leave her alone so she won’t make the same mistake as dad and I will never forgive myself for not insisting on staying with her.

I wish someone would tell me what the right step was to do..