Chris’s diary

Dear diary, it was a tough day.

I have a lot of reasons to be happy, it looks like this terrible war is finally about to come to an end, and they decided to send me home, which I really missed. I came home and mom and dad were very happy to see me again, and I felt great to be back at home, with my family, it’s a feeling I wasn’t sure I’ll get again, and when. In spite of all of this, I had this weird feeling sometimes, that I don’t fully understand.

Yes, I’m really sad about Larry, and also everyone else in the house, but mom and dad did seem like they tried and succed) to make a happy day for me, I just feel like it’s not everything, and even if Larry had still lived this thing would have still been here.

Anyway, I got home and dad looked very happy, and so mom, although she cried a bit. First thing I did was getting into my room, feels like I never left it, then-shower ofcourse.

A long long one, to wash everything. Then we had a normal breakfast and we talked a bit (they didn’t ask too much), and they left me to have a little bit quiet. When we had lunch together I noticed that something with mom is wrong, she looks like something just bothers her mind. Even more strange is dad, I thought he will react different to my coming back, or my stories, he doesn’t look like he feels comfortable with it. I sometimes think he feels guilty for these broken engines, and he shouldn’t be, or should he?

Anyway, It’s time to sleep, for the first time on a real bad, I guess I just need some time till things will relax. It was a hard time for all of us, and probably will still be for a bit longer, gotta be strong.

Good night