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Before I Could

  • Joined Jan 2015
  • Published Books 2

I look where I’m standing.

Destruction from the war that has just begun.

That I must end.

I look in front of me.

My almost reflections staring straight into my eyes.

Waiting for me to make an action.

My life.

Oh, all the paths I have taken, they were closed, all of them, yet I went through them.

The fear of every breath, every time I escaped my shelter.

It was always empty.

Felt like I was speaking to the walls.

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The adrenaline of running and searching for the way to where I started.

And every step forward, two steps back.

And when I was at peace, reality attacked me from behind, reminding that I can’t go back to normal, because normal does not exist.

Now I know.

Now I know that none of that was real.

Even before I opened my eyes for the very first time.

Even before my very first breath.

It was happening.

If I was searching and I running and getting so far away from anything good.

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I could have asked:

How did it all come to this?

Running away.

To keep everything safe.

I could always come back if I want to.

Oh, you’re an idiot!

Someone has changed everything about my life.

The day I was born.

Everything was out of place.

I can’t do anything to change the past and there was nothing I could have done then to change the present.

So why do I feel responsible?

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My time is up.

Sixty seconds passed.

Why does life feel so short while the end feels so endless?

If there was one thing I wish I have done, it would be to burn the pages because they burn the trail.

The door has opened.

My reflection has the face that could have been mine.

I run for the very last time.

The door closes behind me.

The light disappears as well.

An endless end. 

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