I look where I’m standing.
Destruction from the war that has just begun.
That I must end.
I look in front of me.
My almost reflections staring straight into my eyes.
Waiting for me to make an action.
My life.
Oh, all the paths I have taken, they were closed, all of them, yet I went through them.
The fear of every breath, every time I escaped my shelter.
It was always empty.
Felt like I was speaking to the walls.
The adrenaline of running and searching for the way to where I started.
And every step forward, two steps back.
And when I was at peace, reality attacked me from behind, reminding that I can’t go back to normal, because normal does not exist.
Now I know.
Now I know that none of that was real.
Even before I opened my eyes for the very first time.
Even before my very first breath.
It was happening.
If I was searching and I running and getting so far away from anything good.
I could have asked:
How did it all come to this?
Running away.
To keep everything safe.
I could always come back if I want to.
Oh, you’re an idiot!
Someone has changed everything about my life.
The day I was born.
Everything was out of place.
I can’t do anything to change the past and there was nothing I could have done then to change the present.
So why do I feel responsible?
My time is up.
Sixty seconds passed.
Why does life feel so short while the end feels so endless?
If there was one thing I wish I have done, it would be to burn the pages because they burn the trail.
The door has opened.
My reflection has the face that could have been mine.
I run for the very last time.
The door closes behind me.
The light disappears as well.
An endless end.
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Published: Jan 26, 2015
Latest Revision: Feb 22, 2015
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