Looking for Love

Divorce.

An inflicting word, tearing the family apart.

It took me 2 years to dwell on it.  Asking myself over and over again:

Is it my imagination?, Why am I not happy?

and then,…

I decided to do it.

It wasn’t easy, but life, is a river stream, and getting stuck in a river bank

with the “dirt”, and a feeling of wasting time – is something to act upon.

Giving myself a second chance in life, finding love again,

building a steady relationship with alike ..

It was my motivation, my drive to do it.

5 year have gone by.

5 years of being in relationships, being hopeful, optimistic,

Being me.

Ellusive situations, emotional rollercoasting with ups and downs.

One day being optimistic,

One day down.

Still looking for “him”..

While on the process of searching,

I looked also into myself.

I found my soul – a happy soul who is happy with

WHAT IS !

Completeness and silence,

Stillness and joy,

The point of nothingness,

The point of joy

of just BEING

and I find endless love –

self love, gentleness, kindness,

compession and much more.

A relationship with yourself –

what a must !

I am as a whole,

surrounded by a circle of light,

Enlighted with endless love.

and from this point on

I want to say: “I love you”

to everyone..

Selfless love, not selfish

Reaching love, not preaching

Touching love, not hurting

And my moral for the world:

Everything you look for is already there,

Inside you.

And if not – you can create it!

All within the mind – boundless.

Final comment:

Would love to hear from you – the reader.

Any comments/ feedbacks / sharing.

Bless you,Tammy

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